queengamergirl

Hmmm. It seems that I may have pissed off an old friend of mine. (Because of unwanted drama, I will keep all names confidential in my journal) I took her off my flist on ffxi because she doesn't talk to me very often, so I didn't really see any point in having her on there. I used to talk to her more back a long time ago, but we kinda drifted our own ways since then. So like, I get in a party with her tonight... and she just kinda snubs me. I just kinda accept it because, after all, I *did* take her off my friend list. Then like, we get to camp and the leader needed help getting to camp, so I go and help him... come back and she seems to be doing emotes as if she was unhappy with the party; even though it hadn't started yet (I guess she was just getting impatient). Then just as the party starts, my cat trips over my modem wire or something, and I loose connection and d/c >.<. I come back, and the tank is dead. So I'm like ... the hell? Did the red mage (the person that was my friend) not heal while I was gone XD? So I tell the party that I'm really sorry.. and Raise II the paladin. Then all of a sudden, she d/cs. I was like ok, she must have a storm or something... she will probably brb. So we wait about 10 minutes... she STILL isn't back. So we were like wtf, and left to go to another camp and replaced with a blu. Someone in the party said she wasn't doing a very good job as a red mage, and another person said she wasn't a very good player period. Idk.. I thought I remembered her being a really awesome person... was I wrong? Is she having problems at home? ...Or did she just change altogether? Or is it just me, was I a bitch for taking her off my flist even though we dont speak to each other hardly at all? ><

....Hmmm...


Other than that... I'm in that same exp paty, they are doing pretty good. Maybe I'll get 66 tonight so I can fight teh maat :o I think I might do scholar next. It looks pretty fun, and Lori needs nukers for her dynamis anyways. Sera would look really cute in Sch af ^.^ so idk, maybe whm to 75 then sch? :o I need some sort of job to main for relic af.


~Sera